Hey guys, sorry it's been another ten days, but I've been kind of busy.
I started both of my jobs now, and I thought I had found ANOTHER roommate, but this one bailed just like the last one.
I've actually been feeling really down about it...
I haven't been telling people how I've been feeling recently, mostly just because I don't want to sound like a whiner.
It's like this, I know my life isn't that bad. I have a roof over my head, a family that loves me, two jobs, and a myriad of opportunities coming my way. I just feel like every time something starts to seem like it's going well, it falls apart again, and it is always my own fault. I keep trying to do better, I just don't know how to do that on my own.
I guess the only reason I really feel this shitty is because I don't REALLY have anyone I can talk to about it. I mean sure my Aunt loves me and all, but I don't want to burden her even more than I already have by laying all my problems at her feet.
I just don't know.
Sorry for this being so sad and short guys. I'm just not feeling to great.
Thanks for being here, what few readers I have.
Hey! Sorry it's been 10 days since my last update. I've been a little bit busy.
On the side of my life that is Work, I have some AWESOME news.
I now have not one, but TWO jobs!
I did indeed do a happy dance when this happened. :)
My first job is at Rue21 which makes me just about the happiest girl in the world, because that job in simply perfect for me. I haven't actually gone in yet because they haven't received my employee number yet, but as soon as they do they will have me coming in.
My SECOND job is as a cashier at Target. I was actually really scared about whether or not I would even get the job because they drug test, and I wasn't sure I was going to pass. So for three days I worried and worried that they were never going to call, but then they did! My orientation starts on Sunday at 9 A.M.
Now on the Housing front I have even MORE good news.
I have found a roommate. Her name is Shelby and we actually used to be friends. We hadn't really talked in a while, but when she asked if she could be my roommate I was ecstatic.
We will be going to look at a place today, and hopefully she likes it enough that she actually wants to rent it with me as soon as possible.
I have some strange news for the Romantic portion of my life for all of you.
You might not know this, but right now I am kind of Anti-relationship. I just do NOT want to be with anyone because being WITH someone is too much hassle.
Well since I have taken on this mentality of being pro-singlelife, guys have started popping up EVERYWHERE who want to sleep with me, date me, or both!
All I can want right now are friends, and it appears that those are a lot harder to find than you might think.
I will say that I had a wonderful Valentine's Day yesterday though. I went to the movies with one of the few guy FRIENDS I have. He gave me a dozen roses, which I found sweet, if a little much, and we went to see Warm Bodies.
AWESOME movie by the way.
And that was about it. He came to my house and picked me up, we went to the movie, and he brought me home. The rest of my V-Day was spent at my computer.
Which brings me to the most exciting part of my little blog.
I know I try to give you guys new sites and such, but I want to tell you about a movie that I watched on my computer yesterday first.
The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
This is my new favorite movie of ALL TIME.
The story line is brilliant, the actors and actresses talented, and it is just a BRILLIANT work.
I don't want to give too much away, but I will say that even though this is rated PG-13, it is NOT a children's movie. It has dark undertones throughout the whole movie, and you HAVE to pay attention if you really want to understand why things are the way they are for Charlie, the main character that is played by Logan Lerman.
This movie also has my new favorite quote:
"I feel Infinite." -Charlie
That line really got to me for some reason when I was watching the movie, and has been stuck in my head since then. Another line that I just love for the pure hilarity of it is when Charlie is outside at a party, and Sam (The female lead played by Emma Watson) comes to talk to him, and he just stops for a moment and then says, "I just, saw this tree, and then it was a dragon, and then it was a tree again. It just lied to me."
So obviously I am going to tell you to go watch it, but it actually only recently came out on DVD, so I am going to give you guys the site I use to watch movies online.
1channel.ch
It gives you a lot of pop-ups, but it is the only website I have found that really let's you watch full length movies for free online.
Also, Myspace is trying to revamp itself with the New Myspace. I joined just because I could, but I must say that the layout is confusing and hard to use. The New Myspace is just the producers of the old Myspace trying to get back in the game, when sadly, the New Myspace still sucks.
There, I said it plainly for you guys.
Anyway, if you want more frequent updates on what's going on in the life of The Larkness Monster, follow me on twitter, @SumthinLikeGrrr.
I hope you guys had a wonderful Valentine's Day and are have an awesome rest of your week. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxB5cCBryOk
^That right there is the link to one of my songs on YouTube.^
The quality still isn't awesome because I don't have any REAL recording equipment, but it's the best I could do given the circumstances.
Please check it out, and leave comments or whatever telling me if you like it or not.
Later interweb people.
I know I went one more day than a week, but I think I am still doing pretty well at keeping you updated on my life.
However stupid that may seem. XP
So over the past week I haven't really done much. I bought a jacket from Late Nite Readings online store.
Here's the link for that one. :)
http://www.districtlines.com/Late-Nite-Reading
Their band is pretty fucking awesome, and EXTREMELY talented.
Clayton Collins and Dalton Wixom can both sing like angels, and play guitar pretty well.
Brady Szuhaj plays guitar like a rock GOD, and can sing a little, but his voice doesn't quite compare to his fellow band mates.
(Sorry Brady, but it's true.)
He also has a hilarious YouTube channel call My Life In Color, which is how I originally found out about the band.
And here's that link as well:
http://www.youtube.com/user/bradyszuhaj
Then there is Drew Cottrell, the drummer.
I don't know much about him, at least not compared to the others, but he is CRAZY talented. Honestly they all are.
It almost makes me sick how much I idolize them. As you know I love to sing, but I'm no where close to being able to start a band. I can't really play guitar except for rhythm, and that's only a few chords! So the fact that these guys, all about 18 or 19 years old, are so amazing just blows me away.
That's the real reason for me buying the sweat shirt. I want to support them. I want them to get the recognition they deserve.
They are also awesome to their fans. They answer questions, give updates, and even chat with them!
I sat in for a couple of their chats on Stickam before it shut down, and the fact that they talk to their fans like they are their friends is something else.
I hope they always treat their fans this way.
The best way to keep up with what's going on in the band is to follow them on twitter.
@DaltonWixom @ClaytonJCollins @bradyszuhaj @Drew_Cottrell
Follow them, they actually post a lot of funny shit as well.
Enough fan girling and telling you how awesome this band is, go check them out. Seriously, it's worth it.
By the way that pictures is of the guys of LNR at the bottom. Just saying.
(P.S. I still haven't found a job but I'm looking. Turned in 5 applications today. Wish me luck.)
In keeping with my new years resolution I am trying to think of SOMETHING to write today.
First off, I have found an anime that is FANTASTIC.
Sadly, Netflix.com only has the first season of said anime, so now I am going to have to find another source to feed my addiction.
The anime is called High School of the Dead, and is about a zombie outbreak
Because zombie outbreak movies are AWESOME!
And these kids are surviving.
I won't lie, there are tits and ass involved in said anime, along with implied sex, which makes the main character look like a bit of a man whore.
But whatever.
On the PERSONAL FRONT, I am getting on with my job search tomorrow, hitting up several different restaurants about waitressing jobs.
I am feeling positively optimistic about the whole thing.
Other than that, not much is going on in my life. Just living day by day.
I am quitting smoking.
Cigarettes that is.
And of course out of respect for my Aunt I won't smoke any Jolly Green Giant while living under her roof.
But again. That's about all that's going on in my life.
Wish me luck on my job hunt tomorrow! Thanks. :)
So today I moved out of my friends' house and back in with my family.
I couldn't stand working at a strip club anymore, it was degrading and made me hate myself.
What ended up happening is this:
Last night, my now ex roomate and her boyfriend got into another argument, but for the first time the boyfriend turned his anger towards me. I stayed calm when he did, and he left fairly quickly after that. I then called my mother, who is WAY more like an older sister than my mom, and told her what was going on. I also told her how I hated where I was working, and that I wanted out of that life. She then told me to call my Aunt, who is the closest thing to a motherly figure I have. Ever since I started working at the club it has torn me up that I couldn't tell her anything that was going on in my life. It killed me to have to lie to her, so instead, I pretty much ignored her. Well last night I finally called her. I broke down, crying, telling her everything. I told her how sorry I am for lying to her, and how I hated my job. She cried a little as well, and told me how she didn't condone that I had lied to her or that I was working at a strip club, BUT that if I really truly wanted to get out of that she would help me. I cried some more, and thanked her, and we made plans for her to come get me today.
It wasn't all good though. In choosing to leave, I really hurt my friend/roomate, as well as a couple other people. Because it was so sudden, I didn't even say goodbye to a lot of people I was very close to.
But now I am home. It feels so wonderful to be around family that I know loves me, even if we differ in opinion on a lot of things. I am somewhere I know I am safe, and cared for.
And now I am tearing up.
So I will go now, and get some sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a BRIGHT new day. :)
Hey everyone!
I am moved in to my new home, and even though I don't have a bed right now it is comfortable.
If you want to check it out are pictures at the bottom of this post. :)
In my search through the interwebs to find some more interesting sites/bands/comics/etc. I have found a new site that if you don't already know about it you will LOVE.
The site is stereomood.com.
If you couldn't tell by the name alone I will explain.
Simply go to the site, sign in with Facebook or one of the other social sites that it supports, and then type in how you're feeling.
If there is not already a perfect match to your mood, it can show you similar moods that might even fit how you're feeling better than you knew how to say.
It is a progressive, proactive site that let's you put in your own input on how a song makes you feel so as to enhance other stations, much in the same way as Pandora, but instead of finding just similar artist, it find specific songs that more suit your mood than just taste in music.
Seriously though, you should check it out.
On the side of my life that is work, I can say that life at the club has been somewhat the same.
Well except for my reluctant ex-boyfriend who just doesn't seem to want to let go.
Just tonight he got a dance from me.
As if that wouldn't be awkward enough.
He then proceeds to try and act like this is completely normal.
It was really fucking weird.
My roomate also got a little upset last night about a lot of different things.
We ended up just coming home and smoking and watching a zombie movie.
The name of the movie was Diary of The Dead. Awesome flick, definitely worth checking out if you're a fan of that kind of thing.
Other than that, Life has just been that.
Life.
Let's see what tomorrow throws at me. :)
So, I am in the process of moving.
AGAIN.
Just went through a break up that feels more liberating than anything, even though the ex is definitely still trying to keep tabs on me.
I have most of my things at my new home, but I don't have a room yet. The previous roomates stopped paying rent and made the place DISGUSTING, and they are refusing to move their stuff out until they see an eviction notice. That means that until we either get them to come back and get their stuff, or we finally fight our gag reflexes long enough to throw it all out, I'm stuck on the couch.
Because my new roomie has cats, and one of them likes to spray still, all of my things are currently in her closet.
Yay.
But it'll all be okay. I'm getting my feet under me, and becoming more and more self sufficient.
Now I just need to get a licence.
An update on the interweb exploration front tells me that any of you who actually reads my everyday, nonsensical babble might like the web comic "Go Get A Roomie".
gogetaroomie.com
^The URL for said web comic is right hurr.^
The comic itself is a little ways out there, with a lot of different things playing into it. It isn't all that long yet, but it has so much potential. The artist/writer is even trying to get it published, running a fundraiser to try and get the first copy up and off the ground.
They don't know I'm writing this here, so don't think this is some kind of scam, I just really and truly enjoy the comic, and I think some of you might to.
I finally went back to work a couple of days ago. It's really not that great.
I just can't wait to be able to get another job at this point so I won't have to work at the club as much. That would be awesome.
Also, there's this guy.
He's a lot older than I am, but even when we first started talking, we clicked.
Now I'm not about to rush into ANY kind of relationship with anyone at this point in my life, but I do kind of like this guy.
I will keep who ever is reading this posted.
On yet another side of my life, I'm working more on my music.
I have a couple of songs on YouTube, but the quality is extremely crappy, so I won't tell you how to find them yet.
Once I get some better audio and video though, I will let you know where they are.
It would actually mean a lot to me for some of you, who ever you are, to check it out.
Music is my true passion, and though I may be working in less than stellar conditions right now, I want to give my music a real chance.
Wish me luck maybe?
Thanks.
http://www.myspace.com/shellyavenue
You NEED to go to this link and listen to the music.
The songs are absolutely amazing, and they are done by a few friends of mine.
They haven't collaborated in a while but their music was wonderful, and I love it.
I still have the first CD they put together and listen to it regularly.
Please check out their MySpace page, their music deserves to be heard.
That's all I wanted to say for today, Thanks guys!
I am sorry. It's been so long since I've posted, but who really gives a damn what's going on in my life? I'm just an 18 year old girl.
But it's the new year, and whether people actually care what I think or feel is irrelevant to the fact that I want to keep this blog.
I want to keep it like I would a diary I guess. Sometimes posting things other than text maybe?
Well, Happy New Year.
Here is something I found that I love, maybe the few people who read this might like it too?
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/i-didnt-think-about-you-once-today/
As I was reading this I kept thinking of people I really care about, whether we talk at this point in my life or not.
One person more than others. One who I still haven't had the ability to say I haven't thought about once in a day.
What does it matter though. He hates me now.
Even though he was once my dearest friend.
On a brighter note, I brought in the new year well. A small party with a bottle of Jack and some different varieties of the good green stuff.
It was fun. Watching the ball drop next to my wonderful boyfriend. A kiss when midnight hit.
The whole shibang if you will.
Coming home and going to bed.
Nothing special.
But this year, maybe I should make some true resolutions. I guess it's time for a list then.
1. Do better about this blog, specifically by posting at least once a week.
2. Find a better job than the one I have now. (Just FYI I am currently a stripper)Do this within the next 2 months.
3. Get my own place by June.
4. Practice on my guitar for at least 5 hours a week.
6. Make a CD of songs I've written and write more. Then send that CD as a Demo to as many music labels as possible that would play the music I write.
7. Read at least 1 novel a month.
8. Hold to this list.
I want to get better. I want to be better. I want to move myself forward in my life and get to the point where I am once again happy with who I am.
I'm tired of being tired of being me. Of spending everyday the same as the last.
I want to enjoy life again. Maybe start running again. Play more music, draw more, and let myself be as artistic as my mind will allow.
I want to become me again, not this shell of who I thought I could be.
I just realized how long it has been since I last posted, and readers, I am sorry.
To be totally honest though, nothing much has happened.
I mean, sure I had a scare about being able to go back to college because I thought I lost my scholarships.
Thankfully it turns out the scholarships are yearly not per semester.
(Insert Giant Sigh Of Relief Here)
I also spent two weeks agonizing over Spenser being in a COMPLETELY different country with NO communication.
(Insert Horrified Gasp Here)
But he was building houses for people, I couldn't begrudge him that. Not to mention his AWESOME story about killing a opossum in said third world country.
I know right? Could my boyfriend GET anymore perfect?
I could whine and bitch about my bro in Jersey who finally decided to text me a couple weeks ago only to bitch and complain about his life.
And the MOMENT I say some of his complaints are a little bit shallow instead of joining his pity party, he tells me that this is why he "doesn't talk to me when I have a boyfriend."
Apparently being in a relationship makes me into and egotistic, preppy, holier-than-thou-spewing bitch.
(Insert Exasperated Face-Palm Here)
I just think he's still mad I couldn't date him.
Or I could bitch about Graham deciding that I am "in love with him" still, and cutting me out of his life again.
I wish that kid would just realize that he is just like a brother to me, and he always will be.
(Insert Dejected Headshake Here)
BUT! On a brighter note I have watched a few movies, including The Dark Night Rises, and The Bourne Legacy.
Both of wich were stupendous and had AMAZING graphics and explosions.
Two thumbs up from your favorite faux movie critic!
(Insert Studio Applause Here)
And how could I forget that two of my OLDEST friends from Kansas hit me up on Facebook, and I have now been texting them regularly.
One of them is more of a voice of reason, the other the friend is one I used to get into trouble with all the time, but not in a bad way.
If that even makes sense.
(Insert Annoying Laugh Track Here)
All in all I am doing pretty damn fantastic!
One last thing I need to mention to all my readers(if I even have any. Xp)is to check out this web comic I recently found and am now delving into whole-heartedly.
It called Questionable Content at questionablecontent.net
It's by Jeph Jacques, and it is HILARIOUS.
It's too hard to try to explain very well, but it is basically the crazy antics of an indie-rock nice guy who let's an idie-rock-deep-down-nice but on-the-surface-bitchy/slightly-violent girl move in with him and his robot computer.
Throw in a couple sex-crazed friends, a ditz, and the goth coffee shop boss/friend, and you have the baseline for this AMAZING comic.
Again, I appologize for the lack of posts, and I hope that by leading you to this wonderful web-comic I make up for my betrayal a tad.
Until next time!
P.S
Sorry for the annoying use of (Insert ______ Here)s. I thought it might liven things up a little. :)
So, I'm really sorry I haven't posted anything in a while...
I've been a little bit busy.
Most of the time I'm with Spenser or my family doing some thing outside.
I should probably tell you that I think I'm falling in love with him.
I tell all our friends I am going to marry him someday, and he says that that's okay with him. :)
We act adorable and cute,
Almost sickeningly so. xP
I have also started working at BoJangle's finally.
I really like it.
Maybe not the best pay, but better than nothing that's for sure.
I will try to be more diligent in my posting. Sorry for being SO spotty.
Later. :)
So today was AMAZING!!!!
I slept later than I had planned because I couldn't mow the lawns today.
That is getting pushed to tomorrow.
And then I went and helped Spenser put up his hammock in his back yard.
After it was up, we went inside and chilled with him for a little bit before he had to go babysit his cousins.
When I got home, all I really did was watch T.V. with the younger cousins until we all decided to go BOWLING!!!
Spense met us at the ally and played a game with us, and I kicked his ass at that.
To rub it in worse, I beat him at every arcade game we played.
It makes me wonder if he just LETS me win all the time...
After having all that fun, Spenser and I left and went to his Dad's house because it was only 5 minutes away.
IT WAS WONDERFUL!
I absolutely LOVE his dad and step-mom.
When we left there, we went to Target, where an EPIC SILLY-STRING BATTLE ensued.
The only casualty of our little war was Target's poor door, which paid the price for being a door before the battle even truly began.
After the short 5 minutes we were able to continuously spray each other with glow in the dark sticky goo, we spent another 5 picking it out of my hair.
Then we sat down at a bench while I got some air back into my lungs, along with some tar.
We laughed the way we always do on the way home.
We also seriously discussed the fact that we deffinetly like each other, but that college would soon make us go our separate ways.
At my door, neither of us wanted the night to be over so soon, but we knew we had to part.
Before he left though, Spenser looked at me and asked,
"Do you want to just say to hell with college and just date until whenever?"
And it seemed like the most romantic thing.
OBVIOUSLY I said yes, and we shared a few quick kisses before he drove away as I walked into my house.
As soon as I laid my fingers on my computer, I made it "Facebook Official" and we are still texting now.
You could deffinetly say I am a very happy young lady. :)
So today was a good day.
I sat around the house mostly, and that was fine.
At about 5:30 Spenser came over, and we just chilled at my house for a couple hours.
I totally KICKED HIS ASS at Wii Super Mario Smash Bros!!!!
I rubbed it in pretty good too.
We also talked about music a little bit, and I let him play Shammi, my guitar.
After a while I started to go nuts, so we left, and just drove around doing nothing.
We went to one new neighborhood that backs up to some train tracks, and sat on top of the old train that was there, talking as the sun set.
After sitting there for a while we drove around some more, and eventually headed to BoJangle's so I could give Sky a cigarette through the drive-thru.
When we left there we drove around aimlessly, until we decided to go on a Harris Teeter adventure.
Pulling into the parking lot we saw a couple of friends who I hadn't seen in a VERY long time.
We stopped and talked to them for a couple of minutes and exchanged numbers before Spense and I made our way inside.
Once we were in, I stopped by the potty because I REALLY had to pee.
Then we walked around, grabbed a free cookie, and began searching for Silly-String.
We looked down several isles before asking an employee where the children's toy section was, only to see that the isle's sign pronounced "TOYS" at the top.
We were laughing hysterically as we went down the isle in search of weapons of mass destruction.
Sadly, Harris Teeter did not carry Silly-String, and we debated getting popper guns, but refrained.
We did decide that EVENTUALLY we WILL go paint-balling, and when we do I am going to have a BLAST!
After our Harris Teeter adventure we drove back to my house where he dropped me off, and I came inside and talked merrily with my aunt about how awesome Spense is and how much I enjoy his company.
I might be a little scared though, because I think that maybe,
JUST MAYBE,
I might be starting to like him...
I wonder what will happen next?
Thanks for continuing to read!
I GOT THE JOB!!!!
I am so friggin stoked about that!
After my interview was over Sky even walked up and said hey, and I had to laugh when the Manager looked at me and said,
"Do you know this crook?"
And Sky was just like,
"Crook?"
As I told the manager how yes, I did indeed know him and that we very close.
Then I went home, and around 6:30 Spenser came to pick me up.
We went to a park and walked around a trail,
Then we went to his house and I sang for him, and he showed me how well he can play guitar.
Then we went to WalMart and picked up hid friend Ryan, who it turns out is also a friend of mine.
We drove around for a while after that, the three of us just laughing and joking and laughing like maniacs.
After we dropped Ryan back off at his car we were driving around some more and I decided to call my friend Eric.
We got to his house at about 10:30, and chilled until 10:50.
Then I came home where I am about to get the BEST SLEEP EVER.
Night Everybody!
So once again, I sat inside pretty much all day.
I did go to the library with my Aunt.
And we stopped by Target on the way home.
Did you know that Target doesn't sell cigarettes?
When I asked what lane I go to to buy some and the lady told me they didn't sell them at all I was taken back for a couple seconds.
It looked like this inside my head:
LJHBDWLJBFIWVFIWB:JBF!!!!!
HOW DUH FUQ DO YOU NOT SELL STOGES?!?!?
YOU CALL YOURSELF A STORE????
But on the outside it was more like this:
*In a completely calm though disbelieving voice*
You're kidding me right?
It was a revelation I did not want to get.
Other than that, today has been uneventful as hell.
I have stayed inside with my two sick cousins pretty much all day.
Though at one point my oldest cousin came back screaming and crying in pain from his body saying, "FUCK YOU!" while he was mowing lawns.
That was actually terrifying.
I just can't wait for tomorrow to get here so I can go get my interview over with, and HOPEFULLY have a job.
Wish me luck internet people!
I haven't posted anything in what seems like forever, and I am SO SORRY for that.
I hope whoever reads this isn't mad...
Anyway, for a short catch-up to now this is what has happened:
I am still on my job search. I did get one interview, and they DEFFINETLY wanted to hire me, but my going back to college in August ruined that.
I got to see one of my closest friends for the first time in a LONG while, even if only for a short amount of time after seeing Men in Black 3 with Spenser.
For the past few days I have been in the house mostly, since Spenser has been in Texas, and no one else cares enough to hang out with me.
Xp
I did turn in an application to BoJangle's though, and today I called to follow up on that submission.
It is already known that I will be going back to college, but I still got an interview!
I am extremely stoked!
Said interview will take place on Wednesday and I am going to try my hardest to get the job.
Tomorrow Spenser will be back from Texas, and hopefully we will get the chance to hang out again.
Not only that, but my BEST-FRIEND who I wrote so much about before now has a car, and I will hopefully get to see him soon.
Six months is far too long to have not seen someone who I used to spend upwards of 15 hours a day with.
Other than that, not much has happened. The past two nights in a row I have gotten my ass handed to me in Monopoly, and today I watched the Blind Side with my family.
Amazing movie, just BTDubs.
My two younger cousins are also extremely sick, and we are ALL hoping they get better ASAP.
There really hasn't been anything else, except for me having insane dreams every night.
Oh well, wish me luck over the next few days, I will try harder to keep posting faithfully!
Sorry I didn't make a post last night, I got home kinda late.
You see, I was hanging out with that cool kid I wrote about last time.
I'll just call him Spenser. :)
So yesterday, I spent almost the WHOLE day inside. And it wasn't bad, but I was DIEING to get out.
So after getting permission to be out till midnight, I made plans to chill with the AWESOME Spenser.
At first we had a plan to go see a band, but sadly, the two of us are only 18, and the band was playing at a 21+ venue.
So instead, we just went to his house, where I met his mom, aunt and uncle, AND his grandparents.
Tasty right?
So after awkwardly saying hello, we went upstairs to the man cave and just started talking.
And awesomely enough, that's all we did the entire time I was there.
At one point his mom walked in and sat down to watch the last few minutes of the NJ vs. LA hockey game, and then she left.
Spense and I talked about all kinds of things though, and found out we had all the same friends.
Neither of us could comprehend how we hadn't met in the three years I have lived in North Carolina, when we know ALL THE SAME PEOPLE.
And throughout the night we discussed many things, and I had a blast.
I loved being able to hang out with a friend and not feel any pressure to smoke any tree, knowing I can't, and no pressure to do anything sexual.
And I could still talk about drugs with him without getting told I am a terrible person!
It was a PERFECT combination, and when he said that we need to chill more when he dropped me off, I sincerely replied,
"Absolutely!"
Then I got home, and went to bed.
Today I did a couple more job applications, and I went to church with the family.
I didn't even skip out on Sunday School or Relief Society.
And that is a HUGE deal for me.
Then I came home and we had family dinner, made cookies, and watched T.V. as a family.
After the two younger boys had gone to sleep, my aunt, oldest cousin, and I all watched the new Red Riding Hood.
I had to bite my tongue the entire time to keep from giving anything away. XD
And now Spense is texting me, telling me about how he is going to his college orientation and how this chick is being WAY obsessive.
In general, I am doing pretty darn well.
Hopefully the good fortune keeps up.
First off, I spent 5 hours mowing lawns today.
But I made 44 bucks from it so that's not so bad.
I also watched movies with my cousins and ate my favorite hot dog of ALL TIME.
The Mexi Hot Dog from Cook Out.
Anyway, yesterday, I spent like 6 hours and my friends,
(We'll just call her Lexxi)
house.
I felt really bad when I left because I hadn't found a place to go soon enough, and her mom was upset because she had to cancel an appointment.
I then got picked up by two of my other friends and we went to chill at their house.
There I sat around and caught them up on my life, and they caught me up on theirs.
They then introduced my to this EXTREMELY cute guy.
This guy I found out was funny, and we were able to talk really easily with our mutually sarcastic humors.
This guy also took me home. :)
We have been texting since last night, and I am actually happy about it.
Neither of us is looking for a relationship right now either, which is GREAT, because that means I am pretty sure I just found a new friend.
I can't wait to get to know him better.
Wish me luck?
A lot happened today, and I need to get some sleep tonight.
I will try to write a FULL recap tomorrow!
Love you all!
